Lily lily, u make my day

Alright so this is a song about anyone, it could be anyone.
You're just doing your own thing and some one comes out the blue,
They're like,
"Alright"
He's saying,
"Yeah can I take your digits?"
And you're like, "no not in a million years, you're nasty
please leave me alone."
Cut to the pub on a lads night out,
Man at the bar cos it was his shout,
Clocks this bird and she looks ok,
Caught him looking and she walks his way,
"alright darlin, you gonna buy us a drink then?"
"err no, but I was thinking of buying one for your friend..."
She's got no taste hand on his waste, tries to pull away but her lips on his face,
"if you insist I'll have a white wine spritzer"
"sorry love, but you ain't a pretty picture."
Chorus
Can't knock em out, can't walk away,
Try desperately to think of the politest way to say,
Just get out my face, just leave me alone,
And no you cant have me number,
"why?"
Because I've lost my phone.
Oh yeah, actually yeah I'm pregnant, having a baby in like 6 months so no, and yeah, yeah...
"I recognise this guy..."
That's what she's thinking,
As he comes over her heart starts sinking,
She's like,
"oh here we go.."
It's a routine check that she already knows, she's thinking they're all the same.
"yeah you alright baby? You look alright still, yeah what's your name?"
She looks in her bag, takes out a fag, tries to get away from the guy on a blag, can't find a light,
"use mine"
"you see the thing is I really don't have the time."
Chorus
Go away now, let me go,
Are you stupid? Or just a little slow?
Go away now I've made myself clear,
Nah it's not gonna happen,
Not in a a million years,
Chorus
nah I've gotta go cos my house is on fire,
I've got herpes, err no I've got syphilis...

Fruity Lexia Makes It Sexier

Short days and long nights in Brisbane. BBQs, vodka and goone, a french tiny girl with aggressive manners, a shy brittish Freya with the coolest London accent I've ever heard. A none existing boy that doesn't deserve a phone call and a nice friendly kiwi with a computer :)

Just wanna dance, dance, dance today and never stop to think

summer dreams ripped at the seams

Someone's kicked himself down from his pedestal and thank God for that. Hate that it disappoints me to see the true you and the quick but certain thought that ran through my mind: "oh, now I remember, this is what you were like.. Oh yeah, this is why I left the last time."

But hey, life's about choices and the people you meet on your way.

Summer dreams ripped at the seams, but oh those summer nights

Knock Em Out

I am not your rolling wheels

I am the highway

I am not your carpet ride

I am the sky

When do we stop believing in true love? Is it at the same time as we stop believing in trolls and fairies? Is it the first time you get your heart broken? The first time you get cheated on? Is it you come to the realisation that men and women are completely different spiecies? Is it catching him/her looking on someone else with the look you felt was reserved for you?

Is it when you realise that you're just thouroughly and genuinly fed up with being made felt useless and powerless in a relationship on someone elses terms?

Oh to be a child again, I miss believing in love, I miss trolls and fairies.

I have a dream,

a song to sing

To help me cope with anything

If you see the wonder of a fairy tale

You can take the future even if you fail

I believe in angels

Something good in everything I see

I believe in angels

When I know the time is right for me

I'll cross the stream - I have a dream

Well whenever not the perkiest me, there's one thing that helps ;) some twilight! There's no way you can not love this movie. With the coolest baseball scene on earth.
And if still not happy, whack some Lily Allen on, preferrebly - Knock Em Out, always makes me crack up :)

Don't wanna look ahead but am scared to death to get stuck here

It was raining in Brisbane today! Crazy that its so unusual with rain that you actually get a bit excited about it. One of the smells of today: Wet asphalt, damp air
Days consists of telesales with the coolest workmates, nights of work at Cosmo's Coffee with crazy chinese men hitting on me infront of their kids (+chocolate mousse with marshmallows, as many lattes as I want, and endless amounts of food).

Second smell of the day: Random-guy-in-the-seven-eleven-shop's shampoo, caught me completely of guard!

Jag vill ha dig nu, som jag hade dig forut

Guess I better go and get my armor

Life's great. Brisbane is so beautiful, the quiet of a big city (sounds weird but its true), the amazing walks, the extraordinairy people, the lack of money (LOL).


What to do in Brissy:


1. Favorite walk: Start at the bridge going from the Valley to Kangaroo Point, take the first possible stairs down to the water on your right, walk along the water and continue all the way to Goodwill Bridge, walk over and in to botanical gardens (in my opinion the best botanical gardens in Australia), keep going all the way up Edward st up to Central Station, turn right and in a sec your back in the Valley again.


2. Favorite dozing spot: Sofa in my apartment! or go hang out by the lagoon on south bank or why not stroll around in the museum.


3. Get shitfaced with friends and go dancing all night, waking up the morning after regretting everything and start on no 1 again :)


Hey I had so much stuff I wanted to write here but all of a sudden its all gone. My head's not with me. It's gone but in a weird way its here anyway cause I am making more sense than usual. I would throw my whole brain out here if I knew that it would make it stop buzzing. But it wouldn't that's for sure.
I am one of those who wake up two hours too early, tired as hell, but can't go back to sleep cause I'm thinking too much.
And I know I'm being silly, but this is my reality now. I know that this is not gonna matter when I go on and make something of my life but its real to me now.
Hey I need some distraction, where's my distraction? Kiwi blankets can soothe in alot of ways, and kindness in all possible ways.

Kill 'em with love, just kill 'em with love