I'm your pusher

Theme song of Sydney:

Henok Achido and Sophia Somajo - Pusher

I adore Sydney. Am gonna live here eventually for some period of time. I love the bridge, without the bridge the operahouse would look silly. The two together are almost magical though.

Lee-Annes birthday tonight, will be some celebrations of some kind when she a Sophie get here (went out on the piss and missed the plane the drunken friends of mine lol). Am gonna wear new tank top with roses on and am excited about it. Was a while ago I actually got excited about new clothes but you learn alot when having no money for a period of time!

Going to Brisbane soon, approx. 4 days left, will be such a weird feeling to be travelling on my own again, will be fun though, am positive about it all. As Lisa said: "hmmm there must be something more than the city to get you to go back there, there must be a man involved!" Well well Klara sometimes you're just a fair bit see-through...

But I think that soon enough, everyone will have had enough

Sometimes you just get sick of choices. When there's no one to tell you what to do you only have yourself to blame. And I'm sick of blaming me, I've had enough. Why can't people just be happy with the choices they've made, why do we keep dwelling?
So I figure, if there's no choices, you can't make the wrong decision, right? That's a theory at least. Then on the other hand, it simply boils down to me being scared of taking the blame for my own choices, scared of facing myself when I'm there alone in the end.
I hate the fact that I let you affect me so much, too much. That makes the whole thought of you turn sour. And this is not what I want, you are not what I want, but still, you are the only one that I want and the only one I've ever wanted. What ever you did to get in to my head, undo it cause I don't want you there anymore.